Hesitation.

So, I got up , peed and weighed this morning I am 1 lb down on a load day?

AWESOME!

But I realize that some victories are short lived...

I am still hesitating when giving myself a shot. It is like I have to "psych" myself up .

and here is the thing it isn't because it hurts, because it doesn't ... I am just a baby.. ::sheesh::

Was almost starving when I woke up. But, I ate an apple and I feel ...FULL.

I am on day two of my load days so I need to eat something with alot more caloric value. Fridays are donut days at work So whenever Carl the donut guy comes I will have a donut... but in reality I don't even feel hungry.

Right now I am making myself a cup of tea. ohp and carl is here more later.